why so mean ?
you know, I have never seen so many negative and unsympathtic group of people in my life. Even if so many girls are taken in by sankies, that doesnt mean they have low self estem, are fat, ugly, or just a "throw away" and all of you seem to act so high and mighty.
Have all of you been on the receiving end of this whole scam at one time, how do all of you know so much, and the biggest question of all why are you all so ready to pass judgement on another who maybe just trying to understand this whole thing, and honestly, if I keep asking, its because I never get a straight honest answer.
I always feel like I am being jacked around just like all of you say that sankies do. I can see the writing on the wall and have made my choices. I have decided to help sponsor two wonderful little boys get a good education. If I am going to be spending money anyway I will just buy them what they need and have set up a bank account for them and every week when I get paid I put so much into it for what ever they may need for school, education, etc. Maybe that way they will have a chance for a better life than their uncle. I just have their aunt, who I totally trust, and have gotten to know very well, tell me what they need and I buy it and send it off fed-ex. Or pay the school directly. I do not want them to end up with no education and working animation because that is all there is for them. I hope that somehow I can break this cycle. And I realise much more than anyone can even guess. I am not stupid, fat, ugly or cant get anyone in my home town. I have had many opportunities. But a fantasy playground is always fun.
We cant always help who we fall for no matter what the circumstances. And havent each and everyone of us been lied to or used in someway by someone we love, whether its money, partying, abuse, or what ever, we are all human, and when we fall in love, we all get hurt somehow, someway, even if its just words durning a fight, we all cry and we all hurt.
And if you think I have been been taken, think twice, I do what I want, but it
is just out of curiosity to find out all I can, he has told me about the others, and I dont care thats not what it is.....it is a game, and it gives me a bit of an upper hand when I know details, he just doesnt get how I know so many things and I love to "play him right back" he doesnt take advantage of me because of all I do know....he kinda backs off when I tell him certain things, than he buys for me, or does what ever I want, sure its only for awhile, and than the sh** starts again, but it my own version of "have you ever played a Sankie" so please think twice before you all play high and mighty, we all have been down and out, hurt, have cried, and felt pain, and I hope that if someone reaches out to me, I show compassion, and kindness, even if they dont always listen, a hand to hold or a shoulder to cry on is always nice. try a little kindness, try a little tenderness. not everyone is so tough, or hard core.