The reason that I am posting this is because I will not be posting for a while and because in this site, I have found that there are many people and some I even consider my friends. And also because I need to let some steam out.
A few weeks ago I was given horrible news regarding my bother. He has been suffrering from mental problems for a few years and I was always the one that was there for him. When he does not takes his medicine, he act as a person that has mental problems. He landed in some problems and he was kept on a holding cell and they called some family members to go pick him up and they did not wanted the responsabilty so they never picked him up. He tried to committ suicide 3 times while in the holding cell because he claimed that no one wanted him. When I found out where he was, I made some phone calls and within hours I had someone pick him up, clean him, feed him, and take care of him. He was taken to a doctor and was given medicine and so far, all is well. I speak to him 3 times every day. He is living with the person that I called and I guess that the medicines are working. I am taking care of everything myself. He has not tried to hurt himself ever since. I am a person that I truly care about my family and I take everything to heart and I suffer when someone I love is suffering. To put the nail on the coffin, something also very important happened but it's something that I will be able to handle, eventually, but it came in a time when I was going thru so much with my brother. Now I am the one that needs help.
Since the officers told me the ways he tried to commit suicide, I have not been able to erase from my mind the pictures of him doing such things, I have not been able to sleep more than 1 hour a day, I have not been able to eat ( I have lost 17 pounds), I have not been able to go to work, I forgot how to smile and I am always sad and depressed. A true friend of mine had her brother come from NJ with plane tickets on hand to take me to her in Florida because she knows what was going on and she knew how depressed I was. It helped to be surrounded by people that really cared about me but it only worked for a 1 day or so. I even went to see my personal doctor and now I realize that it's time to do something with my life. I will be going to the hospital tomorrow and let's see what they tell me. No matter what, I am a very, very strong person and I know that I will be ok. Take care all and be well.
Miguel
A few weeks ago I was given horrible news regarding my bother. He has been suffrering from mental problems for a few years and I was always the one that was there for him. When he does not takes his medicine, he act as a person that has mental problems. He landed in some problems and he was kept on a holding cell and they called some family members to go pick him up and they did not wanted the responsabilty so they never picked him up. He tried to committ suicide 3 times while in the holding cell because he claimed that no one wanted him. When I found out where he was, I made some phone calls and within hours I had someone pick him up, clean him, feed him, and take care of him. He was taken to a doctor and was given medicine and so far, all is well. I speak to him 3 times every day. He is living with the person that I called and I guess that the medicines are working. I am taking care of everything myself. He has not tried to hurt himself ever since. I am a person that I truly care about my family and I take everything to heart and I suffer when someone I love is suffering. To put the nail on the coffin, something also very important happened but it's something that I will be able to handle, eventually, but it came in a time when I was going thru so much with my brother. Now I am the one that needs help.
Since the officers told me the ways he tried to commit suicide, I have not been able to erase from my mind the pictures of him doing such things, I have not been able to sleep more than 1 hour a day, I have not been able to eat ( I have lost 17 pounds), I have not been able to go to work, I forgot how to smile and I am always sad and depressed. A true friend of mine had her brother come from NJ with plane tickets on hand to take me to her in Florida because she knows what was going on and she knew how depressed I was. It helped to be surrounded by people that really cared about me but it only worked for a 1 day or so. I even went to see my personal doctor and now I realize that it's time to do something with my life. I will be going to the hospital tomorrow and let's see what they tell me. No matter what, I am a very, very strong person and I know that I will be ok. Take care all and be well.
Miguel
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