It has been 16 years this February
that I came to the U.S. as a young buck. many who came here especially while young, dont remember or thikn about that day they left and the feeling they had knowing they were going to hop on a plane for the first time and going to this dream land everyone talked about,
every february i think about that day and that feeling and what it meant for me. why?
because I left my country on february and I remember being a little kid barely 10 years old standing in front of my house in SAMANA thiking for ways that i could postpone this trip. it was a trip i wanted, because NYC was like a dream to me, a fairytale that I couldn't wait to go. my friends that knew I was leaving were in awe and used to come by at least once a week that whole month to say good bye or to find out if i had left.
(actually writing about my little friends my age, 10 years old coming by my house just to say good bye, is pretty amazing..shows you how meaningful friendships can be, even for ten year olds)
but I did not want to leave to this dreamland just yet, I had something more important to attend to...I wanted to stay until the end of february to be in the big carnaval on the last Sunday of the month. that was more important to me than going to NYC, even when I was ten. I really brainstormed hard about it, i couldn't care less about NYC then, I wanted to hear the music de carnaval, eat cotton candy, run away from the mascaro cajuelo ( BTW: I was terrified of them mascaros when i was about 8...lol), I wanted to see roba la gallina, I wanted to see the "indians" w/ their bow and arrows, I wanted to see the "Africans" w/ their spears, I wanted to dance in the street w/ the girls, i wanted to go to el malecon.
I couldn't get my wish granted, I left a week before the end of february; I was going to New YORK; where everyone wanted to be; but I was sad.
Ever since, I remember that day very february; it has been 16 years two weeks ago that I came to the U.S. and though i've gone back a few times, its never been on a february. I think, i will see to that next year.