You Sir have done just as much,, if not more name calling than almost
any other member of this forum so do not start throwing
stones in a glass house.
No one is being oppressed. It's all in your head.
Many people in life have an inferiority complex.
There are lots of ways to overcome these challenges
but you first need to look inward before finger waving
at others.
I also recommend you watch the trailer included below/ full movie
in it's entirety as it was created to help people like yourself who
are dealing with a lot of internal issues. Remember, you have to
be the one who takes the first step, no one else can do it for you.