Re: Who is O&C?
Well, I don't think that Tgf is agreeing with what you have been saying, but I won't put words in his mouth.
You remind me of a younger cousin of mine, Miguelito, who is a master at pretty much taking just about the most cool and collected person out of their "casillas" with his strong opinions. Of course there is absolutely nothing wrong with having strong opinions. We certainly have our share of very strong opinions displayed here on this board on a daily basis. What you fail to comprehend, however, is that unless someone died and left you in charge, your opinions hardly rise to the level of being standards.
That said, I mentioned to you on an earlier post that your words lacked any logic and intelligence. I wrote that because you very clearly stated that certain attitudes and beliefs about relationships were uniquely Dominican. In a way, I would have had more respect for your words had you not attributed them to a particular nationality.
Now that you have told us that you are engaged, let me take the liberty to share with you something that you might not realize. Each and everyone of us, yes that is you, me, and all human beings, have demons lurking inside of us. Actually, I think you know this. We ALL have a dark side that is not pretty and it is no fun admitting to it. We have the capacity to be selfish, arrogant, destructive, controlling, power seekers, immature, hostile, cruel, vindictive, defensive, and distrustful. Those who are honest with themselves know what I am talking about. It is unfortunate that these demons leap out of us most often when we are in relationships with people we claim to love. This dark side that we have has the potential to sabotage our attempts to have a trusting, peaceful and intimate relationship.
The dark side of us is always waiting to come out. It is up to us to let them come out. Letting these demons come out will certainly destroy your relationship, O&C. I can assure you [going by your opinions on relationships] that you and your fiance are bound to start your marriage on a wrong and toxic path.
I will tell you this again O&C, a healthy relationship is not based on who has the upper hand and who is "saving face". A healthy relationship does not keep score or is competitive (that would imply your partner is your adversary or enemy). A healthy relationship is truly a partnership, not a game. A healthy relationship is not based on machismo. At the same time, a healthy relationship is not so passive to the level that we feel too comfortable in it.
My advise, for what it is worth, is for you to confront your dark side. You have to confront and deal with your demons head on, preferably before you get married. You can spend a lifetime going to pre-marital counseling and that in itself will be a futile endeavor if you yourself are not able to say "Gotcha!" when your demon tries to leap out of you. In reality, you may very well be a product of a Dominican household with all its "vices and virtues". But guess what? No one gives a hoot about that. No one cares about how you grew up and what effect your family upbringing had on you. What matters is the now. What matters is that you now have the power to choose. You have the choice of whether to allow those demons to come out of you. What matters is that you are not a child anymore and supposedly you have the maturity to keep your dark side at bay. Good luck in your future marriage..now back to my paper (sigh).
Regards,
Natasha