I can understand depression, it is something that eats away from within, slowly and uncontrollably, leaving you hollow
, until you find that ray of sunshine or that helping hand that will lift out of the darkness and make your heart feel alive again!!!
You really should start reading self help books from now on, (no more telenovelas) to stave any future bouts of the damn thing.
Confucius, Budda, Rumi, Jesus, Dear Abby, Dwayne Dwyer, Aristotle, Plato and a plethora of authors are out there that can reinforce your corroded sense of self respect, honor and integrity.
Hopefully you can add an exercise routine to your life, be aerobics, cycling, tai-chi or some martial art.
This is actually a great opportunity for yourself, it's not going to be easy. Yet if you face the facts and the music. Hunker down and show enough resolve you can bounce back from this adversity stronger and better.
I'm sure you are a brilliant young woman. You don't have to explain anything to anyone, other than your parents.
You should never hate something unless it's pure evil, you will look back at your time in DR and chuckle and not even recall how bad it was. That will of course come with time.
So now, take the time to think. Think and meditate about your next move. This scam that your thinking about will not rehabilitate you.
Strength comes forth from pain. We as humans are adverse to pain, because of what it implies. Yet without pain there is indeed no gain.
IF you take the tougher route you will achieve what is called virtue and that is a magnificent state of real bliss. Where you are neither judged nor judgmental.
You will transcend the pettiness of things around you. Which will help you mature. You will nor longer "hate" but will discern and reason. Clarifying things in terms of likes and dislikes, positives or negatives, ying and ying....But never just black or white.
Make a decision young woman and rise out of the gutter and choose which path in life you would rather take, tigeraje en la selva o un ser humano con principios?
Estas joven comienza a vivir de verdad.
It's all about starting with small steps, small, small steps (like a dancer, a boxer or a runner) which will lead you to where you want to go, be it greatness, be it mediocrity.
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