It is still very fresh. You were a very close friend with her.
The circumstances makes it even more difficult.
May the good memories flood your mind to help ease your pain.
Whirley, there is almost nothing harder that unexpectedly losing someone you have such a great connection to. It's casi unbearable...but eventually....in a year...or more, it gets better.....but NEVER leaves. Savor the pain as it keeps the connection alive.
No, it doesn't really in my experience. I lost my son in 2007 and my husband in 2010 and now Lindsay - can it get any worse?