hi
ok so where to start,
i met my dominican lover in feb 2003, i had the best 2 weeks of my life all because of him. i thought it couldnt get any better. then i went home and the year i spent apart from him was the hardest year of my live so i thought.
we kept in touch during the year and i booked up to return in feb this year (04)i never imagined that when i went back this year that it would be even better. if anything i thought it wouldnt work and i would have spent all that money for nothing.
i spent like the whole holiday with him. i was at the beach with him all day and then spent all night with him. at the hotel disco or just us. (if you know what i mean)
anyways as the holiday went on i started thinking to myself this is getting really serious and i know im going to be heart broken (because i always seem to get s**t on) i guess its just a thing that happens to me. but not this time. i had around 4 days left until i left tog o back to england :disappoin and my man (danny) asked me to marry him of course i said yes, i couldnt believe my luck the one thing that i have wanted with all my heart actualy happened to me. on my last day he asked me again and i was like Yes of course i want nothing more than to become your wife.
i
spent my last couple of hours with him at the beach and then i had to leave, i think this i know that that was the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life. because of financial situations i cant return until may 05.
at the moment i dont know whats going on in my head. when we speak on the phone i am so happy and then about 10 mins after the phone call i am so depressed i just wish that i could be there with him. hold him. touch him, smell him whenever i close my eyes hes there. i dream about him all the time. and no one understands me, my mother wants to take me to the docotors and peple are starting to worry about me.
i just dont know whats going on with me anymore.
sometimes i think maybe i may be going crazy. i was just wondering if anyone is having or had a situation like mine.
also no one in my family is happy about my decision to marry danny. they think im mad and say it wont work.
if it was anyone else in my family they would all be so happy. i have finally found the love of my life and i truley believe i have. people go on and on about how he is just after a easy way the the UK but thats not it at all he wants me to live there with him. and he is definatly not after my money because i dont have any. lol
what do you guys think on the matter. should i stick with my family and be misrable of follow my heart and be happy?
any coments/questions welcome
Natacha
ok so where to start,
i met my dominican lover in feb 2003, i had the best 2 weeks of my life all because of him. i thought it couldnt get any better. then i went home and the year i spent apart from him was the hardest year of my live so i thought.
we kept in touch during the year and i booked up to return in feb this year (04)i never imagined that when i went back this year that it would be even better. if anything i thought it wouldnt work and i would have spent all that money for nothing.
i spent like the whole holiday with him. i was at the beach with him all day and then spent all night with him. at the hotel disco or just us. (if you know what i mean)
anyways as the holiday went on i started thinking to myself this is getting really serious and i know im going to be heart broken (because i always seem to get s**t on) i guess its just a thing that happens to me. but not this time. i had around 4 days left until i left tog o back to england :disappoin and my man (danny) asked me to marry him of course i said yes, i couldnt believe my luck the one thing that i have wanted with all my heart actualy happened to me. on my last day he asked me again and i was like Yes of course i want nothing more than to become your wife.
i
spent my last couple of hours with him at the beach and then i had to leave, i think this i know that that was the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life. because of financial situations i cant return until may 05.
at the moment i dont know whats going on in my head. when we speak on the phone i am so happy and then about 10 mins after the phone call i am so depressed i just wish that i could be there with him. hold him. touch him, smell him whenever i close my eyes hes there. i dream about him all the time. and no one understands me, my mother wants to take me to the docotors and peple are starting to worry about me.
i just dont know whats going on with me anymore.
sometimes i think maybe i may be going crazy. i was just wondering if anyone is having or had a situation like mine.
also no one in my family is happy about my decision to marry danny. they think im mad and say it wont work.
if it was anyone else in my family they would all be so happy. i have finally found the love of my life and i truley believe i have. people go on and on about how he is just after a easy way the the UK but thats not it at all he wants me to live there with him. and he is definatly not after my money because i dont have any. lol
what do you guys think on the matter. should i stick with my family and be misrable of follow my heart and be happy?
any coments/questions welcome
Natacha