I watched my mother and grandmother twist the heads off of chickens when I was a young kid. It didn't affect me the way you describe. I think it's much different then that. I think it's just a different attitude towards the reality of life.
Take sex for example, they have a much different attitude towards it then you will find in North America. When I was a kid (in ohio), my brothers and I weren't allowed to say "sex" or "pregnant", or be within earshot of the aunts, female cousins, etc when they were discussing a pregnant family member. We had to try to listen thru the door. :bandit:
But I've been at a friends house in the campo where a pregnant female will just pull out a boob (in my presence) to show her friends how swollen they are. No big deal. Had my mother witnessed something like that, she would have passed out in shock.
We're not in Kansas anymore Toto....
Where in Ohio did you live after you left Kansas and Toto behind?
PS. I went to grade school in Dayton, Ohio.
Frank