Grahame has departed this earth. I think J D has pretty much summed it up. In a way some of us are kind of ****ed off because he did ignore a lot of the signs. Thank God that there are now a lot of options available: IF CAUGHT IN TIME!!!!.
God rest you Grahame, it is very possible that your passing will save lives, and I could be one of them! That, folks, is a true friend.
HB, who is going to the doctor asap he can see me!
In his last months he WANTED to save lives, maybe more than save his own.
After Ginnie passed, he decided he needed to stop. He reduced it a lot. And I was amazed how fast he changed in "color".
Let's be honest, they both did not look healthy back then and were both pretty much chain smokers. They looked "gray".
Grahame turned almost "pink" within a few months of laying off strongly... I could not believe it. His energy went up, he started eating and getting out more than just for plowing away golf balls.
I used to get him Nicotine gums and patches from each trip from the US... he was so addicted to it still.
Yes, he disregarded the first warning signs... some of them he got in writing. When things started to take a turn for worse about 6 months ago, I went thru his medical documents. At that time he still tried to argue that "they" did not know if it was cancer or just a tumor... I found two letters by STI doctors dated back THREE years saying he had cancer. He didn't want to "see" it.
We rushed him to Miami where he got the cancer removed from his bladder. He staid at my Florida Residence for a few weeks and decided to have a "light" chemo in the DR instead of staying longer in Florida. It went down hill fast from then on.
I went to visit him a week ago. He didn't look good. We joked around as we used too, we were quite a show together, we always threw all the "insults" at each others in public, people thought we were about to go at each other's throat...
When he tired, he looked at me like he never did ever and said "you have been a good friend and your visit has made my day"... this was a stark contrast to the usual lines we would throw like "OK, are you about done annoying me or do you still need to let some venom go?"... I knew then, it was a nice way to say "good bye"... no hugs just a very sincere handshake. He said "by" to Melany too who waited in the car.... "sea una buena niña" was his last words he would give her along her way. Got into my truck, turn around at the cul-de-sac and pulled by... he was still standing and smiled... a last gift to remember him by... we waved and I hit the horn as I usually did because it was a great way to annoy him... he still waved... and I said to Melany: "remember him by that smile".
I am in Florida now, fixing to make arrangements to come to POP.
... J-D.
Stopping to smoke is EASY. I did it many years ago:
Just DON'T have ANY smokes at your house, in your car... short in your possession. PERIOD.
It's NOT Heroine or Crack... you'll survive WITHOUT it.