I read all posts generated by my original posting yesterday. I would like to put some perspective to my personal story.
1. I do not travel to the Caribbean often. And before knowing about this site, I knew nothing about Sankies…Did I believe that these local men/women would want to hook up with a stranger in hope of better life? Of course. Did I realize the length of the deception some go through? Of course not.
2. I was a fool. I tend to believe in the best of peoples. Until him, everyone I consider a friend is straightforward and loyal. Being deceitful and manipulative is not something I normally expect from the people around me. I do not intend to change this about me but I will not be fooled again...
3. I never dated him long distance. He was already in Canada when we started dating. We were talking and/or seeing each other daily. Like any other relationship I ever had.
4. While we were dating, we talked about everything, our past relationships and why they had not worked, our dreams, our life goals,...there was nothing different from any other relationship I ever had except one of us was acting in good faith, the other did not.
5. Did my friends warn me about him? Of course, they did. And I listened to them. They told me to make sure I was protected and then see where this went. I did not need them to tell me this as I was going to do just that. I met a stranger who told me about this site, and I listen. I came, read and educated myself. I was looking for signs, big time…I did not get married to the guy, I did not get pregnant, I got my house evaluated before he moved in, I made him see a lawyer and sign a contract protecting my financial situation.
6. Is his behavior unique to DR men/women? Absolutely not! I'm sure you know peoples who got cheated on by their partners...This type of behavior is not limited to poor peoples...no one is immune. I was simply lucky never to have run into such a scam before and that most, if not all, of my friends don't behave that way.
7. I was fully aware that we had more differences than similarities. To name a few: economic, cultural, academic, age, ....I was careful in my involvement, I was still using my head. But in a committed relationship, I will give myself 100% to it, otherwise what is the point.
8. Are there women/men who do not believe they can do better than a Sankie? Who have some dependence issues? Of course, there are. This is not my case.
9. Is it possible for a gringo/gringa to be in a committed relationship with a DR man/woman? I certainly hope so. The whole country can’t be filled with lying low life persons. I’m sure there are more than a few decent individuals in that country. Some of you are involved with them. Consider yourself lucky. If it was so easy to tell who is honest and who is not, there will be no problem. This always reminds me of the comment regarding women who get raped, they often say but he looks so nice. It is not written on their forehead. There is no caution sign with arrows pointing down to trouble.
I got out of the relationship when I thought it was not meeting my needs and my desires. I found out the dirt after the breakup. I find comfort knowing that each morning I can look at myself and smile. I like the person I see. I do not know how he can look at himself daily and feel good about it. But this is between him and his conscience.
Finally, I hope I will be able to trust another man again otherwise my sankie will win. And I don’t want him to win.
I admit it, I was not as savvy as others. I hope this shade some lights on my motives.
I am not a victim. My goal here was simply to present the perspective of a woman, hopefully articulated and grounded, who got fooled big time by Master Sankie. I went in the relationship in good faith. He did not. And he knew I thought he was in good faith. He lied and lied and lied until while after I asked him to leave. This is a bottomless hole...
If this helps one other person, I will be happy.