I seem to find this post very funny and ironic, because everything you seem to mention happens to be true. My mother (who used to be a model in the DR) is trying to get me into the modeling business. A while ago, I used to want to be (mostly because I was in it for the money) but now I've changed my mind. Modeling is not something I completely love to do, but if I ever had the opportunity, I would. My family would discourage me sometimes, because they've always said that I was granted intelligence and they felt I should take advantage of it. My point though, I can also make a future through exhibiting my talents, because I fit all the qualifications that a model should, and am also a very good dancer as well.
The irony of this post is that you guessed it right. When I was on vacation, I could not leave my house at all without receiving remarks from the guys. Everywhere I went, they were either staring, whistling, and even coming up to me. I mean, I had issues with their jelous girlfriends for crying out loud.
Im only 15 and I had men in their thirties following me around in their motorcycles. But my point is, if I wanted to, I could've gotten any guy that I wanted. I could've got the responsible, intelligent, attractive business man if I wanted to. But I didn't and I ended up falling for what you call a 'barrio tigre.' Which is ironic because I never seem to fall for the right guy. And I know I shouldn't, but those are the kind of guy's I'm attracted too. But I'm still a teenager, there's nothing I could do about my hormones
I just have to learn to start to make better judgement, because I've got a good head on my shoulders and don't need my looks to get me through to get what I want. And besides, I'm young enough. I don't need any distractions right now. (
Although I really DO miss my barrio tigre)
BTW: sorry for my autobiography. You mentioned it so I guess I felt the need to reply.
You're completely right when you say that I would compete with men. I grew up with nothing, still am, and someday want to become someone. I want to be able to support myself, and not need to be dependent on a man that can leave me any time he wants.