spoke to de bob, very kind man. he says the kitten is in the state of epilapsy, most likely. rabies not quite possible. good think because now i have been bitten too.
anyways, managed to get hold of diazepam, only in pills but i cannot do any better at night anyways. it is a controlled medicine and i am lucky to have gotten it as it is. i gave her a pill (part of it), hopefully she did swallow some. giving her honey to keep her anime up. she is locked away in a box in a dark, quiet room, away from stimulants. i do not have much hope but if she survives she goes to sosua first thing in the morning.
i am in pieces...